Category Archives: Lamentations

183. Faith vs. Fear © Hélène Levasseur

So far – Twice this year
Has come emergency tests
To foresee cancer
Or put it off for now
As it could still be benign
A Metastatic Cancer
Can be quite alarming
As it is foreign
Being a traveller where
Unknown is its site
Twice it has struck
Colon in 2005 and
Ovarian in 2008
So far so good
I’m still in remission
Let’s pray that tomorrow
My Doctor has good news
That it was just a false alarm
And I can rest again for a while
As usual tests are quarterly now
Thanks for your prayers
And well wishes folks
They mean the world to me!


165. Poetry is my Pastime © Hélène Levasseur

Photo on 13-12-31 at 7.13 PM

In need of God’s divine repair
Desolate but not in despair
I pray because I do sincerely care
About all of mankind’s welfare

Remaining in a state of joy & harmony
Though life brings me some agony
It’s the simple every day trials’ cacophony
That I must endure with simplicity

The earth is our school of learning
It is how we respond to its teaching
That deciphers our well being
And strengthens us without failing

The moral of this story is ordinary
Let go and let God take our worry
And soon we realize that we are trustworthy
In Him being our so beloved Sovereignty

Don’t mind me folks I’m just passing time
Feeling that my life right now is not sublime
I thank you for reading me at your bedtime
Writing poetry you probably know is my pastime

125. Hélène’s Disquieted Mind! Why oh Why? © Hélène Levasseur


  1. Why have I decided to share my inner works with the world?
  2. Why have I become reclusive?
  3. Why am I obese?
  4. Why do I not exercise?
  5. Why do I belong to Curves and Fitness Unlimited and do not go?
  6. Why am I not working?
  7. Why am I married?
  8. Why have I stayed with Robert my best friend for 27 years?
  9. Why am I not writing professionallly?
  10. Why am I not performing as a lecturer, singer, songwriter, host, entertainer…?
  11. Why am I alone 98% of the time?
  12. Why have I not made new friends?
  13. Why have I not joined creative clubs?
  14. Why can I no longer even hire people to aid me in my journey?
  15. Why don’t people ever phone, ever ask me out, ever invite me to anything?
  16. Why do I not take courses of interest?
  17. Why have I not gone to University?
  18. Why do I not entertain or do hosting chez nous?
  19. Why am I not organizing benevolent social gatherings?
  20. Why have I not written any songs in the last 13 years?
  21. Why do I still have eight wonderful songs sitting in  a studio for the last ten years?
  22. Why have I not launched publicly and professionally  “The School of Sweethearts”.
  23. Why are not Hélène’s H.I.T.S. and S.T.A.R.S. clubs not launched?
  24. Why have I not produced special events for the Community?
  25. Why do I talk about possibilities overcoming impossibilities?
  26. Why haven’t I organized amazing musical and theatrical performances?
  27. Why am I foreign to making decisions on a daily basis?
  28. Why am I running away from Chemotherapy as I have Metastatic Cancer?
  29. Why am I angry with someone who is sort of an image of my self?
  30. Why have I spent 23 years in hibernation like in a burrow style?
  31. Why am I in a purgatorial or repenting state of mind?
  32. Why do I focus so much on my existence as a traumatic brain injured?
  33. Why do I dwell on being a cancer survivor?
  34. Why do I ponder on an  inquisitive marriage?
  35. Why do I not realize that I too am like everyone else a true sinner?
  36. Why am I still in need of confessing my daily sins?
  37. Why can’t I ever be holy?
  38. Why am I lethargic? Lazy? Immobile? Fatigued? Restless?
  39. Why have I not done anything phyal for the last two decades plus?
  40. Why am I not cooking with love and compassion?
  41. Why am I not taking gourmet classes?
  42. Why am I a borderline diabetic?
  43. Why did I not follow a Naturopath’s advice in 2010?
  44. Why am I living a reclusive invisible lifestyle?
  45. Why do I feel dysfunctional in every way?
  46. Why do I feel lost in Maple Ridge?
  47. Why has my jeep become another burrrow going to places alone?
  48. Why I am eating in restaurants alone?
  49. Why am I spending 90% of my life alone?
  50. Why is my office a mess?
  51. Why is the office filled with self-help and religious books that I have never read?
  52. Why do I feel that I have to hire people to get things done around the house?
  53. Why am I so afraid of letting go and venturing out into the world?
  54. Why can I not be Helene Levasseur the once upon a time resilient one?
  55. Will Marie Noelle Hélène surprise the world at large one day?
  56. Why am I procrastinating everything by doing nothing every day?
  57. Why is it because I am  T.B.I. – Traumatically Brain Injured still?
  58. Why have I not met men or women as kindred friends?
  59. Why can I not be with People of the same cloth with interests in living life to the fullest?
  60. Why is it because I am ill?
  61. Why is it because I believe that I am to blame for everything?
  62. Why have I always believed in changing impossibilities into possibilities?
  63. Why have I have not acted upon adventures with a vengeance?
  64. Why have I not confessed everything?
  65. Why have I not made amends and penances over everything?
  66. Why are there any mentors out there for me?
  67. Why are there not any genuine support groups for little me?
  68. Why is finding a social counsellor or mediator or mentor?
  69. Why do I hav not answered prayers for my return to the land of the living?
  70. Why can’t Gregory Huebner  and Dr. Barbieri help me rid of the hauntings?
  71. Why do I am I living a life of inadequacies and dysfunctions galore?
  72. Why have I finally received a God-Sent to bring little moi in the world of existence?
  73. Why can Marie Noelle Hélène reveal herself as God’s magnificent Piece of Art one day?
  74. Why am to to remain incognito for the rest of my life?
  75. Why isn’t it the world recognizing God Almighty in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ?
  76. Why isn’t His Holy Spirit Emmanuel my best Friend recognized in the World at large?
  77. Why isn’t it time to move forth gracefully, majestically and royally?
  78. Why do I want to be found one day in God’s Kingdom and why not today?
  79. Why do I have counterfeit spirits that are haunting me with lies and deceptions?
  80. Why is my life so barren of love though I know my husband really loves me?
  81. Why and how can a person live in this above state of mind for twenty three years?
  82. Why can Hélène not come out blossoming with a double shot of cancer within the next decade?
  83. Why illnesses and challenges are messengers from God and how does one thrive through it all?
  84. Why is self-discovery meant to be so heart disturbing after all these years?
  85. Why isn’t Levasseur meant to be acclaimed for living her life so publicly exposed?
  86. Why isn’t she the one to show that there is nothing that we can not do with God’s guidance?
  87. Why isn’t Hélène to be researched for her ability to sing and compose poems?
  88. Why does she carry with her messages galore to restore mankind to sanity?
  89. Why does she believe in being Emmanuelized by God?
  90. Why does she believe that she is being caramelized because the Holy Spirit is so sweet?
  91. Why much time has been given and do we have time left to live on Earth to make a difference?
  92. Why must we change before entering the heavenly realms of God?
  93. Why can we not foresee the beauty of Hélène when at her best in 2017?
  94. Why is Hélène preparing for el grandeur showmanship in the near future?
  95. Why do we not believe that there’s no business like God’s Business?
  96. Why has Hélène become the prophesied “HÉLÈNEAGLE”?
  97. Why have you read this full document?
  98. Why have you been called to go and read all of Hélène’s poems?
  99. Why is it important to get the real depth of her demeanor?
  100. Why should you  go ahead and study this character as your assignment?
  101. Why is The new Holy Wow Poetry Website giving you a chance to discover Yourself?


52. Lamenting Levasseur © Hélène Levasseur


HELENE LEVASSEURDespite the existence of tragedy and trauma Hélène cries Triumph
Despite the failures requiring re-modeling she howls “Re-inventing!”
Tired of hearing always “Accept the situation” she shreaks I try!”
Lamenting Levasseur does choose to rise instead of to epitomize.

Heartfelt she calls herself Marie Noelle Hélène – Bitter-Sweet-Bright
With Sad and Happy expressions she refuses to believe it’s the end
In her neuroses she believes she can get away with it…’s… the beginning
By realism, surrealism, impressionism and symbolism her mind’s blurred.

Terrible things to Lamenting Levasseur become thus Works of Art
As she peers into her Traumatic Brain Injury and several Cancers
This applies to her struggles with doubts and criticisms lurking
Immersed in despair and frustration she flies with soaring fantasies

She says she’s a Character in the Bible – A Witness on a Mission
Designed to portray the subtlest hint of holiness in everything
She plays with the high and low episodes with elated expressions
Utilizing literally speaking all her skills and talents  to the limit

Choked with emotions she prefers to hide in a burrow till she’s better
Only to recognize that she is festered with lies that seem to haunt her
It appears she is robbed of her life of glory but it’s because of her choosing
Is  “Give and Take” as well as “Seek and Serve” her portfolio for existence?

Lamenting Levasseur is affecting people’s patience and sensibilities
They wish that she would reveal her virtuosic nature with bells and whistles
The time has come for Madame Bitter-Sweet-Bright to show her splendor
The Original, the Authentic, The Intimate Fun Loving Hélène Levasseur

The same can be said with the way she wants all to speed up their  talents
Well perhaps Lamenting Levasseur is original or perhaps somewhat invented
Her trademark is luscious and rich and is a necessity to manifest a prophecy
Representing mankind creating with perfection every day in every way  

Lamenting Levasseur’s inflicted sufferings seem a challenge to be a heroine
Well hello hello –  she awakens to this fable, this tale, this legend all in her mind
Hélène faces her poignant controversial quest for being holy or remain a sinner
She decides to walk away from being low and mediocre in anything of oppression.

Lamenting  Levasseur in 2016 becomes an Artist prophesied once upon a time
She receives a new name “HÉLÈNEAGLE” as she travels into the realm of higher heights
No longer roaming with Personal Suffering she’s surrounded by Soulful Serenity
Long lives Lovable Levasseur as she flies with the Eagles up above forever and ever.