Category Archives: Notes to Self

191. From my Celestial Enlightened Friend Claudette © Hélène Levasseur

Tonight in my prayerful resting place my departed friend Claudette has come to me in locutions confirming my beliefs. Believe this or not. She was my best friend on earth. She passed away in late 2008 after I had acquired my second cancer which was Ovarian Cancer like hers. Tonight Claudette was doing her lovely coaching and it went something like this:

Claudette Coleman is cheering, praying and praising God for all Cancer Survivors!

Hélène! What’s happening to you?
Don’t give up! Get up and move on!
We in the heavenly realms up above
Are chanting & praying wonders for you

In our Hourly Festive Moments with the Lord
We are making a special toast for you
Hip! Hip! Hooray! Today is your great day!
A Boost of Balanced Energy is coming your way!

Your prayerful wishes for family and friends
For those who you know and know not
Are cherished and manifestations of love
Are immersed in what you think, say and do

So continue to bring us your cheers & chuckles
God Hélène immerses prayer warriors like you
With an abundance of Peace and Hope
Always embellishing them with Love

I come to you today to thank you generously
For your Christmas and New Year resolutions
Where we believe that you will indeed bring forth
And that is your “Honouring Others” Promise

Way to go my old chum! Cheerio Pip Pip to you!
Our Lord Jesus Christ is Emmanuelizing you!
His Holy Spirit as you know is guiding your steps
Let go and let God give you His guidance always

Let us celebrate Merry Christmas like never before
Ascertaining that we put Jesus Christ always first
Expect miracles in your midst and entourage
Never lose Faith regardless of what is forthcoming

Remember not to think that you’re not following my foosteps
Your Metastatic Cancers are moving differently than mine
Remember in your prayer that you are a Link in a Bond
Between God’s People on Earth and you my friend

End this Year with Peace and Prosperity and Fun
Promise Our Lord Jesus that you will become active
In the Community and in your personal Hygienic Health
We like your resolution to be more fruitarian & vegetarian

Hélène God’s Celestial Hosts are cheering you all the way
Our Lord Jesus Christ has a Plan for you to manifest
Wait in anticipation for this invitation to come to you
That will bring you into a World of true Heroism

You know that it has nothing to do with Ego/Pride & Vanity
As you believe wholeheartedly in Humility/Simplicity & Integrity
Now the time has come to let things happen as they will
Not requiring any hindrances from anyone nor you my dear

Your Joie de Vivre soon will be restored old friend and buddy
Your beliefs also will submerge and bring you into new heights
Trudy yes Beamish sends you her love and encouragement
Believing in your innocence and tolerance of ill wills of others

In Heaven Hélène we’re all there family and friends galore
Observing and praying profusely for the world’s state of affairs
Continue to read the bible saying your daily prayers soulfully
Never lose Faith and believe that God is always there for you

A Portfolio is being prepared for you where your voice enlivens
God’s population on Earth from a distance for nearly 30 years to date
Yes you’re reviewed under a Satellite mindfully and that is good
Do not lose hope for Peace on Earth and Goodwill to all man

I bid you fairwell for now dear friend and remember forever
That Jesus Christ Our Lord and Saviour is forthcoming
His promises are recorded and must be read diligently
Though you no longer have memories of your readings

His Holy Spirit will give you the words when it becomes necessary
Fear not Hélène! Be obedient without complaining or arguing
Time is short on earth and you know that we are Everlasting
And so continue to go into your Prayerful Resting Place

Goodnight Hélène. Be vigilant. Take courage. Be brave.
You have not been forgotten and as a matter of fact
As you know you rest in the palm of our Lord’s hands
Be diligent. Rest and Forgive and Forget injustices

With God entering Heaven Hélène you will say:
“I too am Enlightened! Hallelujah and Amen!”

188. Enlightened after Decades © Hélène Levasseur

Almost three decades have gone like bye byes
Leaving me with years  following my demise
But without many disheartening wailing cries
I venture out with vim that thus fortifies

Was labelled severely brain injured
My intelligence somewhat hampered
Focus and concentration was tampered
Leaving traces of being brain severed

Many semesters were in my recovery
The first one was labelled “A Tragedy”
“Trauma” was the second and very weary
Lo and behold “Triumph” has come finally

Nearing this third decade I feel forbidden
The doctors said I would remain hidden
Everything I learned was ver heavy laden
What can I say when I was so crestfallen

After many years I’m only now reintegrating
Time is here to come out of any rehabilitating
And slowly enter the World when dismantling
Engrained fears obtained by simply doing nothing

At the Act Theatre I get rid of any kind of ill will
Delving into becoming public moving forth uphill
I could leave a message that shrills people’s thrill
The audience watches one with this outstanding pill

Well her Pill is “Poetry!” Her Therapy! Her Triumph!

183. Faith vs. Fear © Hélène Levasseur

So far – Twice this year
Has come emergency tests
To foresee cancer
Or put it off for now
As it could still be benign
A Metastatic Cancer
Can be quite alarming
As it is foreign
Being a traveller where
Unknown is its site
Twice it has struck
Colon in 2005 and
Ovarian in 2008
So far so good
I’m still in remission
Let’s pray that tomorrow
My Doctor has good news
That it was just a false alarm
And I can rest again for a while
As usual tests are quarterly now
Thanks for your prayers
And well wishes folks
They mean the world to me!

 

181. On the Moment Thoughts © Hélène Levasseur

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Uplifting well wishes have come
We no longer feel so worrisome
Prayers galore folks we always adore
As we feel them and want more
Let’s promise to respond likewise
When we have no tears found in our eyes
Sensing joy, peace and harmony
Brings us into a state of Christmas glee
So on our mark, get set and let go
And let God take over our sorrow
It’s as simple as One – Two – Three
Immediately and carefully we’re set free
Of any silly willy burdens and fears
Knowing that we are His beloved dears
Love and Joy is in the Christmas Air
Perhaps nippy and freezy but it is fair
God works in mysterious ways
We then see clearly as there is no haze
When our plans are all of a sudden changed
It’s obvious God’s got a better One arranged
It is believed that our life is grandly theatrical
And perhaps mystical and somewhat musical
Preparing our souls, mind and spirit is a pre-requisite
To reach heaven’s higher heights and folks that is it!

179. Tis Mid December Weather © Hélène Levasseur

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Is it nippy?
Is it rainy?
Is it snowy?
Is it frosty?
Is it icy?
Is it slippery?

Well if you’ve answered yes
Put on a bit of everything
Dress up cozy and warmly
Slip into your winter boots
Your tuque and winter coat
Don’t forget your umbrella folks!

Oh dear remember your scarf
Bring for sure winter gloves
Wear your favourite leggings
Warm up the car before you go
Buy some halls just in case

Tis’ mid December weather
Winters just around the corner!

 

175. When Love Sometimes © Hélène Levasseur

Robert & Helene

Sometimes love is not emotionally received
Perhaps love is not given nor is it expected
When love is seen somewhat otherwise
When love becomes an exterior visible gift
Through sharing and working wholeheartedly
Then you encounter intuitively a master – God
Of kindness, nurturing in a new manner
And thank Him for such His great manoeuvre
And pray incessantly to respond so lovingly!

173. Prosaic and a little Poetic © Hélène Levasseur

HELENE LEVASSEUR

Helene has the style or diction of prose in her compositions
When reading all her poems we see she lacks poetic beauty
She however believes prosaic language can convey her experiences
Following being a survivor of a Severe Brain Injury and  Metastatic Cancers

Some have proclaimed that her poems are like fridge magnets
Ordinary, everyday, commonplace, conventional, routine
Run of the mill, straightforward, by the numbers and like workadays
She however believes that she is interesting, imaginative and inspirational

Hélène realizes that she has been preoccupied by prosaic day to day concerns
So commonplace and has faced being  challenged becoming unromantic
It is her goal to manifest into one of the most popular Brain Injury and Cancer Poets
O.K. I guess the News about her will be the popular Brain Injury and Cancer Prosaic writer.

News of 2016: Hélène is to become an acknowledged Writer with Prosaic Poetry

155. Heaven’s Third Eye Hélène © Hélène Levasseur

HELENE LEVASSEUR
Let’s discover Heaven’s Third Eyed Hélène
Celestial, Mystical and esoteric wren
Her speculative inquisitive invisible eye
Provides perceptions of a world so wise

Spiritually she examines everything about herself
Leading to inner realms of ancient consciousness
A state of Enlightenment and universal imagery
Having deep personal spirituality and philosophy

She now enters a quarter of a Century
Associated with religious visions
Clairvoyance and ability to perceive
Life with magnificent significance

Hélène could be labelled as a “seer”
Having not worked for a quarter of a century
Having examined her inner works and experiences
Some claim she has the capacity to read internally

Lo and behold her ladies and gentlemen…
Let’s Listen to her ethereal dimension…
As we become healthy and holy…

 

 

154. Wayfairing Wounded Wondrously © Hélène Levasseur

HELENE LEVASSEUR
HÉLÈNE WAS LIVING IN A FOG ALL CHOKED UP IN A SMOG
LOST LIKE A POLLYWOG THAT’S STUCK ON A LOG
IN A POLLUTED BOG FEELING LIKE AN UNDERDOG
SHE’S NOW WAYFAIRING WOUNDED WONDROUSLY.

SHE PRAYED TO BE FREE FROM THIS CALAMITY
IMMERSED IN MISERY CRAVING FOR HARMONY
WHOLEHEARTEDLY SHE MET DIVINITY
SHE’S NOW WAYFAIRING WOUNDED WONDROUSLY.

WHAT CAME WAS PROPHECY SPOKEN ELOQUENTLY
SHE BEGAN BIBLIOMANCY YEARNING TO BE HOLY
SHE STARTED TO SEE PEOPLE HEAVENLY
SHE’S NOW WAYFAIRING WOUNDED WONDROUSLY.

SOME HEAR A MAESTRO KEENLY TUNING HER SOUL
WITH UNIVERSAL RESONANCE
AS SHE’S AN EMINENT COMPOSER
IN HER SYMPHONY WITH GOD
HER MUSIC NEVER RUNS MAINSTREAM.

SHE CHALLENGES REALITY AND DENIALITY
OH SO TENDERLY WITH SUCH ABILITY
SHE SPEAKS SO SOFTLY AND UNDERSTANDS HUMANITY
SHE SEES GOD’S GRACES FOR ETERNITY

HÉLÈNE STEERS WELL BY GOD’S CHART
HIS WAY’S A PIECE OF ART
SHE LISTENS WITH HER HEART AND HEARS MOZART
AS SHE COMPOSES HER START WHERE SHE PLAYS HER PART.

SHE’S NOW WAYFAIRING RECITING SINGING MAJESTICALLY
PERFORMING AT POETIC JUSTICE SIMPLY NATURALLY

 

151. An Introductory Message of Hélène © Marie Noëlle Hélène Levasseur

Time to ponder on Life Everlasting metamorphosing after exposing self to the world!

Time to ponder on Life Everlasting metamorphosing after exposing herself to the entire global world!

It appears that she lives in a lie
Told that the cancer is terminal
Knowing if it is true she starts to cry
Can her entire life ever be normal

Not to worry folks she says we all die
Believing how it could happen is worrisome
Her death is not what she chooses to vie
Living to the fullest must not be bothersome

She chooses to do something about this
It’s time to live it up to the fullest
She’s started planning a life of bliss
Doing an el grandeur bucket list

Having made up her sincere mind
To move forth with vim and vigour
Looking after her health not blind
But alert like the old Hélène Levasseur

So on your mark. Get set. Go woman go.
Man we miss that cheerio pip pip gal
It’s time to re-integrate into this world’s show
She will know she’s alive and a friendly pal

Theatrical, musical, philosophical and trendy
She submerges from a burrow and finally can re-discover
Her hidden skills, talents and treasures so glossy
Come on Hélène we know you carry the traits of a Levasseur

Having been absent for twenty seven years to date
Recovering from a major head injury and two cancers
The World knows that this was never meant to be her state
Thank God she believes in His Word being prophetic sciptures

So ladies and gentlmen clear the road Hélène’s on a mission
Perhaps once placed on a journey of self-discovery with misery
Living in this lie was difficult and some not part of her devotion
Forgive her for taking such a long travail in her recovery

So let’s begin today seeing this lie broken into a zillion pieces
Replaced with spiritual inspiration in her daily servanthood
As she moves forth bringing lots of teachings which ceases
Any lengths of long suffering as she welcomes all that is good

Never before in the history of having a Severe Brain Injury
And two bouts of severe Cancer now labelled Metastatic
Have we seen the growth and emancipation of one so trustworthy
Never giving up with the world’s challenges so catastrophic

I talk about Hélène like she’s my sister as I am Marie Noëlle
Her best friend always trying to bring to the world her new identity
It’s been difficult as she enters the twenty seventh year of recovery well
Writing with a Third Eye brings me in the presence of one so crafty

So today I introduce and ask you to applaud Hélène Levasseur
The featured poet that tries to entertain her audience reciting
No one is like her exact as she is the one and absolute Survivor
Still Poetry writing, singing and composing being entertaining.

So ladies and gentemen let’s give her a round of applause
for the one and only brilliant and everlasting Hélène Levasseur!
There’s no conceit in her family folks as she carries it all. Voila!

 

 

150. Why? Oh me oh my! © Hélène Levasseur

It appears I’m always asking the question starting with why
It always leaves me with chagrine why? – oh me oh me oh my
It’s because leaving the me myself and I brings me in despair
Cause what would the world do if I didn’t exist and really care

I know God really has a purpose for me in this world of wonder
Never does a day go by when I find myself in a state of stupour
I’ve decided to start my questions with a what, a when and a where
This will give me an answer with substance and I will become aware

Now there you have it all encompassed in a lovely nut shell
This will lessen the daily load and take me out of my spell
It’s much easier to live my life as it was grandly debonnair
Enlightening my whereabouts without a bothersome swear

Oh me oh my! No more whys. I’m thinking I’m entering into a life enchanting
Imagine asking God daily what He has for me that is really enlightening
Learning to listen to His coaching His teaching and His awesome rebuking
Self-absorbed thoughts are absolved and there is now room for growing

ROOTIN' TOOTIN' TRUNKIN' LEAFIN' FLOWERIN' AND  FRUITIN'

ROOTIN’ , TOOTIN’, TRUNKIN’ , LEAFIN’, FLOWERIN’ , FRUITIN’ , SHARIN’ AND GROWIN’

 

148. Twinkle Twinkles in her Ear © Hélène Levasseur

The Twinkles I thought at first were driving me crazy until I realized...

                          The Twinkles I thought at first were driving me crazy until I realized…

Hélène at the age of 60 plus can hear
Twinkle Twinkle sounds in her ear
Thus this comes every now and then
Feels like she’s hearing the sounds of a hen

She says: “Distinctly this code comes to me
It’s like it’s sending a note so discreetly
I think the message is saying take care
Of your body, mind, spirit and soul affair

When we reach what is called middle age
Twinkles and wrinkles show up causing rage
Oh well it’s all par of the retirement course
You should no longer feel like a working horse

Twinkle Twinkles resound in her ear
It’s o.k. it has a code for an elderly so dear
Right now it’s telling her to go and rest
As her life promises to be her very best

So on that note she hears quite a few twinkle twinkles
Saying smile wholeheartedly showing your few wrinkles
And trust in your new life of entertaining
With autobiographic poems so befitting.

Twinkle twinkle twinkle twinkle…on and on and on…

I now choose to follow this command with almighty diligence!

I now choose to follow this command with almighty diligence!

145. A True Friend Reflects Self © Hélène Levasseur

A true friend reflects self
Our attributes are similar
Our virtues somewhat related
Our qualities kindly ressemble
Our fruits are of the same source
We find one another by serendipity
Becoming mesmerized to one another
Thankful to God for bringing us together
In this world of an unending infinite wonder

Wayfairing Wounded Wondrously Prayerfully!

Wayfairing Wounded Wondrously Prayerfully!

142. Just a Few Words for Holy Wowers! © Hélène Levasseur

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Who? What? Where? When? Why? Which? and How?
The Holy Wowers before, during and after produce
A Holy Wow Poetry Show with applause to ascertain always
An ongoing invigorating recital like no other which is is our Wish.

Frequently Holy Wow Poets show amazing skills
Giving meaning to the audiences ever growing
Always yearning to return monthly to review
The new, the old, the junior and the senior poets

Not knowing poetry let us invest in Poetry for Dummies
Becoming knowledgeable in the existence of man’s gifts
This Art has been roaming the earth for thousands of years
And has never failed to touch, move and inspire souls galore

All things in this world are somewhat poetic in nature
According to our beliefs or disbeliefs we compose wonders
With moral and spiritual perfection we convey Holy Wows
Expressing and connecting our works to dedicated listeners

Thanks for coming to critique the Holy Wow Poets earnestly
Our goals and ambitions are simply to become reknown poets
Locally, Provincially and Nationally having fun and laughter
We theatrically as amateurs and/or published perform monthly

So on your Mark. Get set. Now go as we make our Mark
By helping others make theirs with our sincere applauses
Meant to produce a Holy Wow Poetry Show at the Act Theatre
The Lobby there for years have been our Practicum Folks

Welcome Everyone and thanks for Joining www.holywowpoetry.com!

127. Helene’s Thinking Depot Journal © Hélène Levasseur

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With the simple and direct style of an incessant “Thinking Depot Journal” along with Poems and Songs combined with a yearning to please God a personal book entitled “Marie Noelle’s Medley” submerged. How about that?! A Miracle!

Who would ever believe that keeping a journal about myself that describes much Tragedy and Trauma would end up perhaps representing some Triumph.

I experienced the following:

Helene “Live-In-A-Sewer”
Lamenting Levasseur
Loose Lips Levasseur

This occured when I was labelled Bi-Polar and I must admit I was certainly off my kilter.

The first Semester of 10 years was dealing with Tragedy.  Second Semester of 10 years was dealing with Trauma and perhaps the next 10 Year Semester could end up being Triumphant.

This personal book also labelled “A Slow but Sure Balancing Act” is a hint of a traumatically brain injured survivor accompanied with cancer striking twice labelled Metastatic.  What impostors who came for a visit!

However Hélène believes that these two decades and three years have drawn her to develop knowledge and understanding of her quest in life and developing a close relationship with God.

Jesus Christ said: “Ask and you will receive. Seek and you will find.  Knock and it will be opened to you”.  Voila!

It’s mandatory for us all to develop a sound loving relationship with God and not be afraid to ask for his assistance, his aid in accomplishing the impossible…!

My Goals and Aspirations:

  1. Forgeting Self.
  2. Becoming Benevolent.
  3. Helping Brain Injured people as well as Cancer Survivors to reconcile with God.
  4. Doing Musical Therapy.
  5. Composing Lyrics and Music and Poems.
  6. Doing a Fund Raise Special Event for The Fraser Valley Brain Injury Association and B. C. Cancer Agency in Abbotsford, B. C.
  7. Just being.
  8. Resting, Meditating and Praying.
  9. Doing a Testimonial upon invitation.
  10. Becoming Spirituallly Fit.
  11. Having Peace of Heart and Peace of Mind.
  12. Being Healthy, Slim and Trim.
  13. Learning Intimacy.
  14. Forgiving and loving me.
  15. Placing God first in everything I think, say and do to show off His Almighty Glory.