With the simple and direct style of an incessant “Thinking Depot Journal” along with Poems and Songs combined with a yearning to please God a personal book entitled “Marie Noelle’s Medley” submerged. How about that?! A Miracle!
Who would ever believe that keeping a journal about myself that describes much Tragedy and Trauma would end up perhaps representing some Triumph.
I experienced the following:
Loose Lips Levasseur
This occured when I was labelled Bi-Polar and I must admit I was certainly off my kilter.
The first Semester of 10 years was dealing with Tragedy. Second Semester of 10 years was dealing with Trauma and perhaps the next 10 Year Semester could end up being Triumphant.
This personal book also labelled “A Slow but Sure Balancing Act” is a hint of a traumatically brain injured survivor accompanied with cancer striking twice labelled Metastatic. What impostors who came for a visit!
However Hélène believes that these two decades and three years have drawn her to develop knowledge and understanding of her quest in life and developing a close relationship with God.
Jesus Christ said: “Ask and you will receive. Seek and you will find. Knock and it will be opened to you”. Voila!
It’s mandatory for us all to develop a sound loving relationship with God and not be afraid to ask for his assistance, his aid in accomplishing the impossible…!
My Goals and Aspirations:
- Forgeting Self.
- Becoming Benevolent.
- Helping Brain Injured people as well as Cancer Survivors to reconcile with God.
- Doing Musical Therapy.
- Composing Lyrics and Music and Poems.
- Doing a Fund Raise Special Event for The Fraser Valley Brain Injury Association and B. C. Cancer Agency in Abbotsford, B. C.
- Just being.
- Resting, Meditating and Praying.
- Doing a Testimonial upon invitation.
- Becoming Spirituallly Fit.
- Having Peace of Heart and Peace of Mind.
- Being Healthy, Slim and Trim.
- Learning Intimacy.
- Forgiving and loving me.
- Placing God first in everything I think, say and do to show off His Almighty Glory.
Twenty three years ago I experienced a tragedy
Following a golfing accident at Iron Mountain Golf Course
I was in a Coma for three weeks at Royal Columbian Hospital
In recovery at Eagle Ridge Hospital for three months
I found myself unable to return to work and began researching
Things for me to do whilst recuperating and re-integrating
I started composing music and lyrics and finally poems
Within a decade I had recorded a CD called “Catch the Fever”
I wrote songs and poems as my Thinking Depot Journal
Encountered two Cancers labelled now Metastatic
However launched The Holy Wow Poetry Club after that
Began Art classes discovering I had many artistic skills
Knew right then and there that all things are possible with God
I daily pray to be producing a Special Event at the Act Theatre
Where we meet monthly for our recitals in the Lounge
For the benefit of The Fraser Valley Brain Injury Association
And The B.C. Cancer Agency found nearby in Abbotsford
An organized Fund Raise I would develop for them
Showing a spiritual and miraculous cure of people like me
Prophetic words came to me over twenty three years ago
That I would be a benevolent working citizen by 2013
And so on that note let us yearn for a Miracle called
“Hélène’s Answered Prayer”.
Now comes “Hélèneagle!”
START SPREADING THE NEWS WE’RE FEELING AMUSED
YOU AIN’T SEEN NOTHING YET ON THAT YOU CAN BET
WE’RE THE VERY BEST IN THE WHOLE WILD WEST
YOU CAN COMPETE BECAUSE WE CAN’T BE BEAT.
WE CHOSE TO CHEMOTOSE INSTEAD OF DECOMPOSE
NOW YOU’RE DYING TO KNOW WHAT MAKES US TICK
SO LOOK OUT DUDES CAUSE WE’RE REALLY SLICK
YOU SEE THE WESTERN RAIN IT’S AFFECTED OUR BRAIN.
LO AND BEHOLD WE’RE READING HOLY SCRIPS.
WHICH REMOVE A LOT OF OUR HARDSHIPS.
WE’VE TURNED TO THOUGHTS OF HEALING AND PRAISE
INSTEAD OF THOSE OF OUR NEGATIVE WAYS.
THERE’S NO MORE WAILING NO MORE LAMENTING
AS WE’RE RECITING SPIRITUAL WORDS OF PLENTY
WE’VE NOW BECOMING SLOW IN DYING
FEELING GOOD ABOUT LOVE AND LIFE.
HERE’S BIBLICAL MEDICINE TO TRANSCEND SERENELY
WITH PEACE OF HEART AND MIND ETERNALLY
WE WERE MEANT TO RISE AND SHINE WITH HOPES OF GLORY
MADE FOR SWEETHEARTS LIKE YOU AND ME
LIKE YOU AND ME. LIKE YOU AND ME.
It appears that Helene has experienced another lazy hazy day
Why has a person been given so much time to become a stray
In Canada we say “Why do you worry about her that way Hey?
She’s Canadian and her family motto is “I do what I can any way!”
I realize that Hélène is the yearning thriving poet is in disarray
Finding herself bored and boring everybody out of the way
It’s not her fault as it’s through this journal that she tries to display
Via The School of Sweethearts creating a successful passageway
Perhaps one day there will be for her a celebration – A Saint’s Day
Right now she is lost and is certainly not making a headway
For her everyday is like celebrating what everyone does on Labor Day
She asks forgiveness making wishes as she observes the milky way
Hélène has decided to plan something that will create a passion way
She will return to her special room to write, sing, dance and pray
She knows that God Almighty has something special that is under way
Soon she will have a purpose to serve mankind giving her speedway
When shall we see a manifestation of her ideas in action under display
It seems that though she talks a mile a minute she appears halfway
However she craves for recognition but enough is enough we dare say
In the hopes that she will come out of her burrow and out of doomsday
Another lazy hazy day for Hélène we call a blessing in God’s Play
Many observers have been studying and enjoying her at arm’s way
It appears that she is considered a blast as she knows how to say
No surprises about me folks as I was conceived on April Fool’s Day!