The Twinkles I thought at first were driving me crazy until I realized…
Hélène at the age of 60 plus can hear
Twinkle Twinkle sounds in her ear
Thus this comes every now and then
Feels like she’s hearing the sounds of a hen
She says: “Distinctly this code comes to me
It’s like it’s sending a note so discreetly
I think the message is saying take care
Of your body, mind, spirit and soul affair
When we reach what is called middle age
Twinkles and wrinkles show up causing rage
Oh well it’s all par of the retirement course
You should no longer feel like a working horse
Twinkle Twinkles resound in her ear
It’s o.k. it has a code for an elderly so dear
Right now it’s telling her to go and rest
As her life promises to be her very best
So on that note she hears quite a few twinkle twinkles
Saying smile wholeheartedly showing your few wrinkles
And trust in your new life of entertaining
With autobiographic poems so befitting.
Twinkle twinkle twinkle twinkle…on and on and on…
I now choose to follow this command with almighty diligence!
With the simple and direct style of an incessant “Thinking Depot Journal” along with Poems and Songs combined with a yearning to please God a personal book entitled “Marie Noelle’s Medley” submerged. How about that?! A Miracle!
Who would ever believe that keeping a journal about myself that describes much Tragedy and Trauma would end up perhaps representing some Triumph.
I experienced the following:
Loose Lips Levasseur
This occured when I was labelled Bi-Polar and I must admit I was certainly off my kilter.
The first Semester of 10 years was dealing with Tragedy. Second Semester of 10 years was dealing with Trauma and perhaps the next 10 Year Semester could end up being Triumphant.
This personal book also labelled “A Slow but Sure Balancing Act” is a hint of a traumatically brain injured survivor accompanied with cancer striking twice labelled Metastatic. What impostors who came for a visit!
However Hélène believes that these two decades and three years have drawn her to develop knowledge and understanding of her quest in life and developing a close relationship with God.
Jesus Christ said: “Ask and you will receive. Seek and you will find. Knock and it will be opened to you”. Voila!
It’s mandatory for us all to develop a sound loving relationship with God and not be afraid to ask for his assistance, his aid in accomplishing the impossible…!
My Goals and Aspirations:
- Forgeting Self.
- Becoming Benevolent.
- Helping Brain Injured people as well as Cancer Survivors to reconcile with God.
- Doing Musical Therapy.
- Composing Lyrics and Music and Poems.
- Doing a Fund Raise Special Event for The Fraser Valley Brain Injury Association and B. C. Cancer Agency in Abbotsford, B. C.
- Just being.
- Resting, Meditating and Praying.
- Doing a Testimonial upon invitation.
- Becoming Spirituallly Fit.
- Having Peace of Heart and Peace of Mind.
- Being Healthy, Slim and Trim.
- Learning Intimacy.
- Forgiving and loving me.
- Placing God first in everything I think, say and do to show off His Almighty Glory.
Love is patient and kind; it is not jealous or
conceited or proud; love is not ill mannered
or selfish or irritable; love does not keep a
record of wrongs; love is not happy with evil
but is happy with the truth. Love never gives
up; and its faith, hope and patience never fail.
Love is eternal. There are inspired messages
but they are temporary; there are gifts of
speaking in strange tongues, but they will
cease; there is knowledge but it will pass.
For our gifts of knowledge and of inspired
messages are only partial but when what is
perfect comes, then what is partial will disappear.
When I was a child, my speech, feelings and
thinking were all those of a child; now that I
have grown up, I have no more
use for childish ways.
What we see now is like a dim image in a mirror;
then we shall see face to face. What I know now is
ony partial; then it will be complete –
as complete as God’s knowledge of me.
Meanwhile these three remain:
Faith, Hope and Love and
the greatest of these is
START SPREADING THE NEWS WE’RE FEELING AMUSED
YOU AIN’T SEEN NOTHING YET ON THAT YOU CAN BET
WE’RE THE VERY BEST IN THE WHOLE WILD WEST
YOU CAN COMPETE BECAUSE WE CAN’T BE BEAT.
WE CHOSE TO CHEMOTOSE INSTEAD OF DECOMPOSE
NOW YOU’RE DYING TO KNOW WHAT MAKES US TICK
SO LOOK OUT DUDES CAUSE WE’RE REALLY SLICK
YOU SEE THE WESTERN RAIN IT’S AFFECTED OUR BRAIN.
LO AND BEHOLD WE’RE READING HOLY SCRIPS.
WHICH REMOVE A LOT OF OUR HARDSHIPS.
WE’VE TURNED TO THOUGHTS OF HEALING AND PRAISE
INSTEAD OF THOSE OF OUR NEGATIVE WAYS.
THERE’S NO MORE WAILING NO MORE LAMENTING
AS WE’RE RECITING SPIRITUAL WORDS OF PLENTY
WE’VE NOW BECOMING SLOW IN DYING
FEELING GOOD ABOUT LOVE AND LIFE.
HERE’S BIBLICAL MEDICINE TO TRANSCEND SERENELY
WITH PEACE OF HEART AND MIND ETERNALLY
WE WERE MEANT TO RISE AND SHINE WITH HOPES OF GLORY
MADE FOR SWEETHEARTS LIKE YOU AND ME
LIKE YOU AND ME. LIKE YOU AND ME.
Jesus Christ is the greatest Christmas Gift in the entire World.
May our Christmas be so merry and bright
Filled with vim and vigor and might
Rekindling our Christian optimism
That exemplifies our great witticism
Good news of comfort and joy delight
Sensing visions in this mystical plight
An abundance of quests of true heroism
With fruits galore from pure quietism
God’s Way is with His Grand Foresight
Father knows best as the Playwright
He rebukes all vanity and egoism
Replacing them with mush surrealism
Heaven sends us a radiant beaconlight
Moving forth blameless in the spotlight
Christian gifts given in poetic artism
Impressing our inner spiritual mindism
Filled with awe and heavenly insight
We honor and serve God as a Wright
Boldly we move into God’s Empiricism
Proclaiming the vows of our Christmasism.
FINDING A TREASURE TROVE “TROUVAILLE”
IS WHEN SOMETHING IS HAPPENING BY CHANCE
WHERE A NEW DISCOVERY HAS UNFOLDED
WE CATCH THE SIGHT OF SOMETHING INVISIBLE.
WE BELIEVE THAT WE HAVE STRUCK GOLD
AS WE BECOME ENLIGHTENED
AND CONSCIOUS TO LIFE’S MYSTERIES
UNEARTHING AND DISTINGUISHING THE HIDDEN.
BY CHANCE COMES THE ABSENCE OF AN ASSIGNABLE CAUSE?!
IS IT CALLED FORTUNE? IS IT FATE?
IS IT LUCK THAT BECOMES PART OF OUR DESTINY?
IT ALWAYS REQUIRES RISK TAKING!
DO WE PONDER AND SOMETIMES FLIP A COIN?
SERENDIPITY IS A GODLY INTERCESSION
MANY TIMES CALLED “HEEDLESS HAP”
WHATEVER COMES JUST COMES.
AND SO WE ALWAYS SAY AMEN!
GOT AWAKENED FROM THE RAYS OF THE MOONLIGHT
CAME DOWNSTAIRS TO RID ME OF A RAY-FIGHT
REALIZED THEN THAT IT WAS ALREADY MIDNIGHT
A TIME TO READ AND STUDY ON THIS WEARY NIGHT
I’VE ALWAYS BEEN SOMEWHAT COOL AND BRIGHT
BUT COULDN’T SNAP OUT OF THE NIGHT’S INSIGHT
THAT I WAS GOING TO WRITE A PLAY OVERNIGHT
AND HELP A READER WHO NEEDED TO BE SET RIGHT
I BEGAN TO WRITE ABOUT ME AND MY PLIGHT
AND REALIZED THAT I WAS SETTING A FORE-SIGHT
KNOWING THAT THIS WAS GOING TO BE A FLY-BY-NIGHT
SO I WENT BACK TO BED AND SLEPT ALL-RIGHT.